In my early years dedicated to healing and personal growth, I believed that peace was the ultimate goal: being at peace with oneself and with the past was the most important thing we could aspire to in this life. But then I realized that peace is not a destination, but a starting point. Only when we are at peace, we feel safe to become who we came here to be.
Personally, my “crisis of being” began at 18, when I started questioning the religion passed down to me by my parents. Studying Chemistry, I also began doubting all religions. During my university years, influenced by Nietzsche and Dostoevsky I proudly claimed that I believed in nothing but science, only to finish university disillusioned by its arrogance. I spent 20 years at odds with God until, traveling through Latin America, I decided I wanted a “spiritual” life (although I wasn’t sure what that really meant). Back then, I would tell myself: “A spiritual life, not a religious one.”
I began living a more “spiritual” life, believing in the “Universe” as a mysterious superpower. Although I had already explored the world of energy, I couldn’t fathom speaking about God. God? Me? No way!
But those twenty years of intellectual struggle with God ended in the most unexpected and energetically perfect way, sealing my commitment to being a bridge of light toward a conscious life in service to God.
A Path Toward Purpose
My own path to a purposeful life unfolded little by little. It required breaking away from learned patterns, going through trials and errors, finding paths and teachers… and also letting them go. It was a process of forming my own judgment, of creating a new and genuine vision of myself, the world, and life. This journey led me to heal my body, connect with yoga, explore different disciplines, and try various dietary styles. All of this takes time.
It took many years of personal healing before I felt ready to do what I longed to do most: help others find peace. I struggled to work on my confidence and sense of worthiness to feel capable of doing so. I knew I wanted to accompany others, but how could I make it happen?
Behind what I do today and share so generously are many years of study, but above all, many more years of commitment to my own path. And, of course, I’m still integrating parts of myself.
A Sacred Contract
Each human group that begins the Deep Healing Facilitators Training challenges me to give my best. It elevates me, provides perspective, and helps me understand healing processes more deeply. When someone tells me I am passioned about what I do, I tell them it’s because this work resonates deeply with my sacred contract.
It is a joy to live a meaningful life, knowing that the force that drives me is not just mine, but comes from an inexhaustible and divine source. The whole universe conspires for each one of us to live and activate our purpose. I believe that living our purpose, what we came here for, is our responsibility to humanity. It’s what we committed to before we arrived. The Earth and humanity need what we came here to give.
May each life count. May we not be here merely consuming the planet’s resources, but, as Caroline Myss says, “may we be all that Heaven gave us.”
All my experience in the process of healing to live a full and purposeful life, and in accompanying others to do the same, is embodied in the Deep Healing Facilitators Training, (available only in Spanish) which starts again in April.
If you feel the call to be a beacon of light, a bridge, and a source of possibility in the lives of others, this training is for you. Your vocation matters, and I am here to help you uncover it.
